Dear Me

Dear Me,

You have no idea what life has for us. It's so much good and bad coming our way, and if only I was able to get this to you sooner, maybe things could be different. 1-4 we will learn that life, isn't always sunshine .. we will be sent to spend most of your time with a great lady named Ms. Annette, she will love us and give some much of herself to us. 5-now A young woman will step up, as our sister and teach us, about boys and love and a lot of other things, we need to know about life. We will learn at a young age that men will let us down, because our father will pick his wife, over fighting for a relationship with you and I. We will see and hear a men yell and beat on our mother, but like good girls we will block it all out, as if it never happened. As we get older, we will become hard and unhappy, because we will be talked about because we are different, and over looked because people think we have it all together. And I guess in some ways we do. We become so good at playing happy and so good at over looking bad things that no one sees the pain. We will have so many great people come in and out of our lives, that we just become a better person.  We have love / hate relationship with our older sister for most of our life but at one point we get that together. We have a long hard road with our mom, because for the most part all she is to us, is a back we see walking away. In and out of clubs. It's no need to tell it all because you will see. (Tip: the less you care the better). We will be touched by a older Guy but we will not tell, because no one will believe us. But we are strong and smart and loving, to bad that means nothing to most people. By the time we are in high school ... we would have been tested so many times people wouldn't believe it. 17-19 we will be in a unhealthy ass relationship. Where we become someone we're not. But we will graduate will great grades and we start to slowly get back to who we are. By our 20th birthday, we are back to business. A GREAT man comes into our life and helps to make things better. He makes us feel good about life and helps grow a little day-by-day. We marry him, August 18,2012.

It is so much I want to tell you, but I know I can't. But let me just tell you this.  Don't change a thing that happens to us, it all helps make the women we become. We now have great friends, a loving husband and the family that comes with it. We are not perfect and we still look for answers that, we have to wait for. But over all life is good and we are just working and planning to make it better.